i got up this morning and looked outside the window...it was bright and sunny...i said to my self...today is gonna b nice...today is gonna b different..and i smiled and did not stop smiling since then.

yeah ther r times when u feel that the world jus seems to hav decided to b against each and every of ur wish...
and then u wonder when things will fall in place...and days r gloomy...smiles r heavy...well well...

and so i decided i dont care what it is...i will smile...and as it went..reasons seemed to find their way for my smiles...
yeah things do fall in place..
hmmmmm...at least a few pieces...if not all.

life!!!!!!!!!!labyrinth!!!!!!!!!

most often all u need to do to get what u want is ask...and u'll get it...
but more often than not...thats what i hate to do...."ASK".........hmmmm

i swear i hate to ask....

hmmm

strange na..that ther cud be somthing soo soo powerful that it rules everybody's world...

worldly things!!!!!

"what do fish care if its raining."

"i am soooo bored...and sooo sleepy and i need a break..."
blah!!!!
its so not fair...i wanna do all the things other then what i shud b doin..."sleep" also..hehehe..i probably sleep most peacefully when the nxt day is exam and i have to finish loads...
damned!!
badi ajeeb baat hai..
aaaaaaaaa...i hate exams.
i kill my heart the maximum at that time...and still land up studyin only half heartedly.
hmmmmmmm
yeah the wants and musts in life....the conflicts in life...
well...not that i have an option.

Haywire...helter-skelter...crazy.

snow flakes
pretty things... dainty shapes .... feather touch ...
donno wher they r goin ... all on their own ... gettin carried away in the wind stirred ripples....
white sweet nuthins ...
all around but still so beautiful.
cold but still so soothing.

bizarre are the tiny wonders.
fascinating trinkets.

daughters...
wishes...
horses....

difference...
voids....
times to come...

at times it is difficult to form sentences...even to find the right words for that matter....at times it is difficult to express.

so when do u know u r old enuff???
or how do u decide u r still small?

y does it feel so wierd...
i feel like i stand in a strange wilderness gaping at the expanses...
like its the 1st time....
then i find lil lil things oh soo fimiliar...the sun ray..the gently blowing breezes...the sands..
and then i cant be sure of whether i am happy or sad...
and i am not sure if my lips shud curve into a smile or my eyes shud drop a pearl or two...
and i am filled with such ambivalence....
certain about the uncertainity...or uncertain about certainity????????

but then its bright and sunny, the happy blue skies r smiling at me...the breezes r ruffling my hair and playing around with me...the picture appears to be nice...and i know it cud ner contain a negative shade...
and still i find unkowns....

so did i grow up?
i guess i did...with every passing moment...
or is my lil mind still lil filled with lil innocent curious questions???
and i guess ther will be more of those with each of those wise moments that slip by me.

oh well!!!happy belated bday to me:)

guess that shud have been
LOVE is not only about sex...
na?

love is not about sex.

love is about accepting adoring admiring.
love is about knowing that ther are sooooooooooo many beautiful things around us in ppl around us...its about knowing that even if we'd giv a lifetime we'd ner be able to get those all good things into us....and so knowing that the least we cud do is appreciate ...

love is about lettin go....
love is about space...
love is a smile.
love is about takin ...and about giving...


so can u corset somthing as pure as vivacious and as flourishing as love in such narrow definitions?...

LOVE is not about sex.
or is it?




"if u love somthin...set it free...if it comes bac to u, its urs...else it ner was urs":)

"its ok....
everything will be fine..............."


naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.........
i hate this complacent "its ok" attitude...
coz its not ok....
and its not gonna be ok till somthing is done about it.
hmmmmmmmm