I love my girl friends!

no wonder math is not running the world....i cannot write an equation to fit who comes when and why!

Some complain about greener grass here...some about greener grass there...
Some about having yellow grass because of them and some about having yellow grass because of us...

the argument continues...with united colors of grass.

Rakhi

The road travels in a bullock cart back home are better than the plane landings here!

I was upset. I tried to suppress the apparent disappointment, wore a fake smile and with a mind still lost in the frown, started walking to my computer. And while doing so, almost bumped into him. He looked straight into my eyes. Guess he knows how to read eyes. I involuntarily rolled my eyes, looked down and continued to walk. And he turned to follow me. When I got to my computer, I turned back to look. Only to find his eyes still peering straight into my eyes...piercing almost....barely inches away. Then he suddenly gave a sympathetic warm smile like he knew exactly what went wrong, and turned to go. I felt his fingers brush lightly against mine as he turned. And then he was gone.
I remember the 1st time I felt this way...I'm a little older to pass as a teenager now. But they've continued as Tweenage crushes...
Such is the sweet pain...sweet while it grows.....painfully lingering....still growing and painful....yet sweet.
Ah! Crushes!

Innocence be gone.
It's difficult to recongnize, realize appreciate and enjoy small pleasures of life when a mind assumes a bias towards bad things like second skin. It is not without reason though that my mind is not trusting as it is, for I have seen many a bad things. And bad memories linger longer than good ones do. Maya.

Perhaps its not that difficult to actually convey...perhaps its more difficult for the receiver to accept the conveyance.
Sometimes its just done that way....eyes are closed...ears are shut....said is unsaid and done is undone.

Sometimes its probably just better not to reach out.

Ever noticed how naturally it comes when you really want to convey something? how naturally you just tend to want to reach out....convey....let know....make known....speak up....speak out...

And on the other hand it's just as difficult at times ... to reach out.... to speak up... to make known...

Silent stormy conundrum.
Toothbrush proximities
Minds unknown.
Relation undefined.
Distances tangible.
Fondness obvious.
State perplexing.

empty waits...
hanging and swaying in the darkness...
colored with black of the nights....

flailing cold winds....
sending shivers thru the spine...
peeking lights thru the blinds...

no bright white snows here....
just lonely chills....
empty waits of endless eons....endless eras..